And when I started to look at the way SHE treated me in this profoundly dysfunctional mother daughter relationship we had, I became aware that now I was saying some of the same critical type things about her too.
When I started to look at the truth about how toxic our mother daughter relationship was, I felt guilty because I believed that I was being critical of my mother, and I had tried so hard all my life to prove her wrong about me!
CFU -----(Bacteria) Colony Forming Unit BDK -----(Java) Beans Development Kit SVV -----(Latin FUD -----"(spreading) Fear, Uncertainty and Disinformation" BOB -----(Taco Bueno's) Big Ole Burrito IIE -----"(the) Institution (of) Incorporated Engineers [in electronic, electrical and mechanical engineering] " OTY -----[the whatever] Of the Year YXB -----10-Year Commonwealth Treasury Bond DDQ -----"2,3-Dichloro-5,6-Dicyano-1,4-benzo Quinone [oxidizing agent in organic chemistry]" TCP -----"2,4,6-Trichlorophenol (disinfectant) " TDE -----2-dichlorethane (organochlorine insecticide) MDA -----"3,4-methylenedioxyamphetamine (synthetic hallucinogenic drug)" QNX -----3-quinuclidinyl-xanthene-9-carboxylate hemioxylate ABQ -----A Better Quality PLU -----a code for supermarkets (meaning unknown) SCB -----a sticker found on a small banana BNC -----a type of video AUC -----"ab urbe condita, or anno urbis conditae (Latin: in the year, indicates number of years since founding of Rome) " YXX -----"Abbotsford, British Columbia" QUE -----abbrev.
These developments sketch and lay down a wide carpet of information that became available and accessible to those involved in the gold mining industry.Despite the continued use of Choson as a self-name in North Korea, the Japanese convention of referring to the Korean nation by that name (pronounced Chosen in Japanese) can be offensive to South Koreans because of its evocation of Japanese colonization of the nation (1910–1945).Koreans share a common culture, but a sense of regionalism exists between northerners and southerners and between southeasterners and southwesterners in terms of customs and perceived personality characteristics.And I set out to prove that I would never do something ‘like that’.
This is the brainwashing; this is what happened that caused me to try harder with her and to try so hard to ‘understand her.’ I tried to reassure her, to soothe her and to be the daughter she always wanted.
These Commissions found the inhalation of excessive silica dust to be the sole cause of silicosis.